imageOf all the emotions known to man, positive and negative, I have a favorite. I award it such because I think it’s mysterious(well all the other emotions are, unless you do not quite appreciate what mystery is).

When you think about it, the best kind of humans, those who LIVED and continue to LIVE not merely exist, strive to get negative energy behind them. Negative emotions rule your senses, all of it, and so does positive emotions. I cannot talk about destruction and forget anger. Continue reading “MADNESS”


image. This image reminds me so much of so many yesterdays.

When we awake to the harsh realities of the choices we have made.

    Those ones we can never ever take back or redress. We miss the old “us”.

I miss those moments when I could just be in bed, hold a phone in my left hand, impatiently waiting for my first love’s call. Those were the days!

Those were the moments I felt most alive.

Those were the times I could walk in confidence because someone’s got my back. Got my back. Not my body. Continue reading ““JOY””


esiHello world! In the words of Paulo Coelho, “everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives but none about his or her own”. It came out strong, go ahead and read that the second time and reflect on how guilty you are. This statement carried me on the wings of memory to reflect on how we,almost inadvertently, view others through our own limited lenses. In our mind’s eye, we create virtual images of every individual we see.

When we see an individual we immediately rate them and EXPECT their expressions to meet our ratings, and we end up disappointed when the contrary happens. While I was helping with food at a party last weekend, a guy asked me to smile while serving. As he was walking away with his plate full I could only imagine the number of decisions he has failed to take, the wrong choices he perhaps continues to make and the fact that there are countless scenarios he could site in his life that needs redirection or shaping. Life doesn’t have to be “normal”. You don’t have to be “normal”. Do not conform to the direction of the world or your peers. Do not EXPECT others to be “normal”. “Normal” is mediocrity, it’s within your comfort zone. No one ever achieved anything great within that zone. Today, choose to, at least, have a second look at your own life before you craft that of someone else in your own myopic way. Today, choose to, at least, fix those things about yourself you’ve failed to notice. Clues on that; look deeper within objectively. Refuse to be “normal”, exit your comfort zone, discover the “you” within and find true joy. I’m ESI OTOO and I’m nauseated by the thoughts of being average, normal, within the definition of others! I vow to explore my abilities, I’m on my own voyage to true joy. Here’s my RISE FROM THE ASHES! Let’s discover scripts from the soul together. Welcome aboard. Love yourself, appreciate others. ESSYSCRIPTS!

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